Sierra Nevada isn’t just a beer

A few weeks ago, I wanted to quit. And the day before that, and likely the day before that. Though I’d had my fair share of difficult days, the Mojave broke me. Physically, it was no more strenuous than any other. The weather was prime, ranging from the mid-50s to the mid-70s in a  place that can easily boast triple digit temperatures this time of year.

The first day out of Mojave on the longest waterless stretch on the trail, I got violently ill, possibly as a result of food poisoning from the local burger joint–forcing me to carry enough water for 42 miles on a continually emtying stomach, through thick fog and rain which seemed to push into my mind.

Though I’ve known it to be true from other situations and experiences, it has never been more apparent than when thruhiking: you take your shit with you. All of your mistakes. All of your beliefs and judgements and insecurities and beliefs.

Many people think that attempting a thruhike of this magnitude is impressive–a physical feat beyond imagination. But when we hikers sit on our bear canisters over stained pots of Knorr Sides or dehydrated bean soup, we laugh. “We have the easiest job in the world! All we have to do is get up and walk. Every day.” The real difficulty of the PCT is the long climbs over passes or through canyonss–it’s in the mind. Its easy, after a days and nights spent alone, energies spent climbing hills and thinking about your next snack (even though you just ate four minutes ago) and making sure you’re drinking enough water and looking for the perfect spot for a cathole (with a view, naturally), to fall into a bad headspace.

 

Getting a ride back to the trail from Mojave

 

Cold rain and fog in the Mojave desert

 

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Meadow Ed’s Trail Magic at Walker Pass

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Marks the end of the desert section, mile 702

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Caesar prepping his pepperoni for a 200 mile stretch

 

I have since left the low hills of the desert and exchanged them for the mighty and impossibly beautiful Sierra Nevada. It is almost impossible to describe. The rugged, snowcapped peaks surround pristine alpine lakes around which myriad coniferous trees push out their thick branches and wildlife ignores your presence, their search for food far more important than your footsteps down the trail.


    

Hike to Guitar Lake powered by Snickers

 

      I’ve disvoered that I’m far more extroverted than I’d ever thought. Last week, I left the several people I’d een hiking with for several days to climb another pass off the PCT in order to resupply in Independence, CA. Upon returning to the trail, I hardly saw any other northbound hikers for four days. Though I knew from John Muir Trail hikers headed south that I was surrounded by fellow PCT-ers, I was just far enough to miss trailside chats or shared campsites. It can be intensely lonely, and seemingly endless solo struggles up mountain passes left me feeling physically and mentally weak. My fourth day out, I caught up with Puzzler on Selden Pass, a hiker I met 500 miles before and had seen off and on for several weeks, and all of the sudden we were best friends–neither of us having had much conversation for days.

 

King’s Canyon

 

Camping with Costco in King’s Canyon. Best day yet.

This is what a 40 minute mile looks like.

 

At the top of Glen Pass–right before I realized how much I HATE Glen Pass

 

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Very literally almost died. Lots of falling. Lots of slipping. Lots of feet-stuck-in-between-rocks.

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Surprisingly, I got lost here.

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Camping at Wood Creek with Deluxe and Your Highness

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Snow on Pinchot Pass

 

Shit shit shit shit–more snow! Run!

This was a long day.

 

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Even MORE snow!

 

Descending the Golden Staircase north of Mather Pass.

 

At Helen Lake!

 

Postholing like a champ on Muir Pass

    

John Muir Cabin

    

Lightning storm this time

 

Jesse making a fishing net out of his mosquito headnet. He was unsuccessful.

  

Drastically overpriced burgers at ermillion Valley Resort with Jesse and Deluxe

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Bill at VVR. Be careful or you’ll go broke.

Ferry ride over what’s left of Lake Edison

 

Brrrrrr

        

Despite the struggles, I’ve never before encountered such incredible beauty, nor had to put so much faith in my own step, or resourcefullness.

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2 thoughts on “Sierra Nevada isn’t just a beer

  1. You’re going to have to give me more detail about that sawtooth shaped pass. What, was it nearly bouldering? I don’t understand and I’m terrified.

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  2. Helen,
    Enjoying your blog! I am in awe, afraid, rejoicing, incredulous (burger price) and laughing at your pictures and commentary. Also praying for you.

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